Hampton Pride Fest 2018

I was happy to have my daughter join me at Pride Fest this year. She makes me so proud to be her mom!

Pain Storm

I can feel the beginnings of a fibromyalgia flare up, a.k.a a pain storm.  I woke up feeling like I had had absolutely no sleep and my muscles were as tight as a drum.  I stumbled my way into the bathroom as if I were drunk.  My sinuses were stuffy and my mouth was dry…

The sun is rising once again

Our little family has once again weathered a storm of perhaps epic proportions!  We have been through so much in the past few years but still we manage to hold on.  This latest storm has been one, unfortunately, of my own making.  I don’t regret following my heart but I do have some remorse about…

In Real Life…

I laugh and smile to hide my pain. I find all the right words to say to you. I say everything is just fine and I’m ok. BUT THE TRUTH IS I may just be an ex to you, or just your friend now and occasionally your fuck buddy, But it’s so much deeper than…

Hello KO

Dear KO, Thank you for being a part my life at such a weird time for me. You’re wonderful for remaining patient and agreeing to take things at my pace which may very well be super, super slow. You know how much starting over scares me, almost as frightening as a nightmare. I know hurt…

Oh my wow

Saw this on FB and all I could say was oh my wow!

Bitter much?

You’re not my sunshine, no not my sunshine. You make me angry, on sunny days. You’ll never know just how I detest you You’re the one I abhor today!

Gone, baby, gone

CK is really gone. I should be happy right? She was discharged from the hospital, came and packed up her belongings and moved out into her own place. So why do I feel so distraught?