The sun is rising once again

Our little family has once again weathered a storm of perhaps epic proportions!  We have been through so much in the past few years but still we manage to hold on.  This latest storm has been one, unfortunately, of my own making.  I don’t regret following my heart but I do have some remorse about…

In Real Life…

I laugh and smile to hide my pain. I find all the right words to say to you. I say everything is just fine and I’m ok. BUT THE TRUTH IS I may just be an ex to you, or just your friend now and occasionally your fuck buddy, But it’s so much deeper than…

Hello KO

Dear KO, Thank you for being a part my life at such a weird time for me. You’re wonderful for remaining patient and agreeing to take things at my pace which may very well be super, super slow. You know how much starting over scares me, almost as frightening as a nightmare. I know hurt…

Oh my wow

Saw this on FB and all I could say was oh my wow!

Bitter much?

You’re not my sunshine, no not my sunshine. You make me angry, on sunny days. You’ll never know just how I detest you You’re the one I abhor today!

Gone, baby, gone

CK is really gone. I should be happy right? She was discharged from the hospital, came and packed up her belongings and moved out into her own place. So why do I feel so distraught?

Dear CK

You don’t get to hurt me anymore. I’m taking away your power and domination over me. You can say what you want about me but I won’t flinch, bat an eye or ever cry over you again. I met a real friend yesterday. She made me realize that I’m not weak. I don’t have to…

My Parable

There was a lady who was a recovering alcoholic. Her problem was not so much that she was a recovering alcoholic but that she happened to live in an apartment right above her formerly favorite bar. This bar was her primary reason for leasing this particular dwelling. Now she was stuck in her lease and…

Can’t find my Ms.Right

I made a decision to try out an online dating site. So far it has been one disappointment after another. I don’t know if it’s my pictures, my profile, or what it is that keeps landing me all the wrong ones. I’m just about ready to say to hell with that crap. The only reason…

Friends? Really?

My girlfriend and I broke up last Sunday. We agreed that we would be friends but do you know how hard it is to really be friends with someone who broke your heart? But I’m going to keep trying. That’s just what I do no matter what someone else has done to me, or how…